I know I haven't been making entries so much has happened in the past year that I'm just going to summarize it. I lost two jobs because people don't know how to treat each other as equals but it was a learning experience, I realized that I'm a very kind person I love children even though I was told I can't have any. After trying to lose weight for most of my life I lost 150lbs, but I was still stuck for a while; I had also developed a inflamed gallbladder and when I went into surgery to get it removed something went wrong and I had 80% of my stomach removed. I was scared thinking how can I adjust to my new lifestyle but to be honest it's been